Setting firm decisions, being determined, this is quite hard for me.
I have so many plans, so many wishes and desires, so many goals, so many languages I want to learn, but too quickly I quit learning, pursuing, trying.
I am lacking to be soundly tenacious.
The thing is, that I see my potential.
For instance, I spent two days occupying myself with a new language and I learned very fast, but after those two days I diminished my intensive studying, and after two weeks I doubted whether my learning so hard would make any sense.
Everything I do starts off quite great and fares badly eventually.
At least I am aware of this defect of my personality, so I created a simple list of 4 things I really want to do in my life. without ranking.
ASL
Whistling
Whistling
Pioneerschool
Balalaika
And I hope, that I feel encouraged to start learning, doing, working on them, because there are valid reasons not to quit, but to continue.
I want to see the meaning why I should learn American Sign Language in Germany.. I do love it, but it makes no sense.
I want to learn how to whistle really good, but I am afraid of failig, since my few own attempts led to nothing.
I want to attend pioneer school, and this is a goal
I think I can manage to reach.
I planned beforehand. Plus, this is something that
others support and I need support and reassurance.
Education is important to me, and I am glad to have the possibilty of receiving it intensely, and then there's going to be schooling
every 5 years if I continue to be a pioneer.
Learning how to play Balalaika scares me a little,
as my Mom e.g. does not take this desire seriously
and actually, I just speak about it, but do not try to progress.
Perhaps I will feel inclined to start learning,
when I already reached one of those goals.
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